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This is a poem of how I have felt abandoned by those few that claimed to love me throughout my life.I keep looking for comfort from youI sit and wonder if your love is trueYou see me cryingInside you have to know I'm dyingDon't you see these tearsDon't you see the hurt from so many yearsThe little girl that was hurt so badIs now 30 years old and utterly sadNo one to listen or even to talk toRecalling memories that hurt me through and throughThe things you ask of meIt triggers a memoryMemories I'd rather forgetMemories embedded in my mind, completely setThe hurt, the pain and anger won't go awayI wonder who "loves me" and will turn their back todayI can't explain how I feel insideFeelings of abandonment rush in like the tideGhosts haunt me no matter where I goI do love you still, that you should knowI wish you could understandI would be there holding your handI would take away all your painSo in the end, you'd have a life to gainBut for me, darkness is all I seeNo happiness for this little girl is to beThe adult lives her lifeTaking on happiness, sorrow and strifeI hope someday you'll understandSomeday I hope you'll be here to comfort me and hold my handUntil that day all I feel is punishmentAlong with those never-ending feelings of abandonment